We have learnt. Such a huge amount. Eliza continues to teach us and we continue to learn.
Where to begin. Such a journey. The darkest and the brightest. The worst and the best.
Nothing can prepare you for what it's like; you have to learn as you go along. You have to keep your wits about you and keep focussed on the next moment. There is no need for anything more. In fact it's not possible, the future-brain shuts down and you are only able to put one foot in front of the other, one thought, one moment, at a time.
It was a special time right after Lizee's birth, and, her death. It was intense and FULL of love. I don't think I've ever experienced such love. Such a rush of emotions and strength of feeling - (addictive, if it wasn't for the suffering that goes with it).
Where to begin. Such a journey. The darkest and the brightest. The worst and the best.
Nothing can prepare you for what it's like; you have to learn as you go along. You have to keep your wits about you and keep focussed on the next moment. There is no need for anything more. In fact it's not possible, the future-brain shuts down and you are only able to put one foot in front of the other, one thought, one moment, at a time.
It was a special time right after Lizee's birth, and, her death. It was intense and FULL of love. I don't think I've ever experienced such love. Such a rush of emotions and strength of feeling - (addictive, if it wasn't for the suffering that goes with it).